In October I saw that beautiful positive pregnancy test. My morning sickness was horrible. The only thing that helped my sickness was eating. So I ate. I think I gained about 10 lbs during the first 12 weeks. The week before Christmas, I had a miscarriage. I comforted myself by eating and drinking wine. As soon as we were able to begin trying for another baby we did. Once again I saw that beautiful positive pregnancy test in February. I never lost the weight I gained from the previous pregnancy and holiday season. By the time I delivered my second son in October I was just over 200lbs.
I thought that baby weight was going to fall off as it did with my first. But it didn't. At my 6 week post partum appointment I was 183. Bound and determined to lose this weight I began weight watchers again in the new year and also joined the gym.
This time I had such difficulty staying focused. The little baby was a crappy sleeper and I was just trying to get through the day. By the time it was time for me to go to the gym I was exhausted. The weight was staying on me. I did manage to go lose some, but then again gained it back.
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